Hopeless love...

Why do you often search
Why do I ever wait
Why do you always find me?
Why do you claim chimaera
Why do I give illusion
Why do I let you blind me?...
Why do you see unseen
Why do I hear untold
Why do nights wear white mourning?
Why do you mild caress
Why do I feel untouches
Why do I leave returning?...
Why are you far away
Why ain't I closer by
Why are we nicely lying?
Why do you wish undreams
Why do I rise high walls
Why are we unwiiling tying?...
Why do you steal my grief
Why do I gift you thoughts
Why do I cheat me hoping?
Why do you feel what's not
Why do I care about
Why do I smile sobbing?...