I’m sorry I want more than I can get,
more than I’ll ever get..
I’m sorry for being what I am
I’m sorry for being at all
but it wasn’t my choice..
I’m sorry for choosing not to choose
I’m sorry for the rainbow
I’m sorry for the colours
I’m sorry for the flowers
the wind..the sea..the sunshine..
They will all be gone soon
leaving me all by myself..
I’m sorry for the music I’ll never hear,
the wind that will never blow in my face,
the rain I will never feel touching me,
the sand I will never walk on,
I’m sorry for all the beauty blinding me
It’s too much..i can’t see anything..
I’m sorry I can’t be myself
I’m sorry I don’t wanna be myself
but who am I?
Everything is useless..everything is wonderful..
Everything is just a big nothing
or maybe just a big something
just us wanting to go on
trying to hang on..
I’m sorry for my weakness
I’m sorry for being deaf
and small..and helpless..
I’m sorry for all of you
for you are no better
maybe just differrent..
I’m sorry I was wong
nobody is right..
I’m sorry hope is gone
It should have been so from the start..
I’m sorry I can’t bring the light back
what can any of us do?
I’m sorry for the screams
and for those too stupid to stop them..
I’m sorry for the sun
how long will it still shine?
I’m sorry for your ignorance..
hypocrisy..wickedness..stupidity..
You are all so blind..
I’m sorry..